Today isn't a good day.

Today you said many things to me which I understood I just wanted to say something back so i wouldn't sound so helpless and stupid but all that came out were those childish thoughts which didn't really make much sense, making me sound like a 5 year old.

Today we both cried and I feel depressed but that talk in the car felt like the longest car ride I ever had. I do not want to let you down. I just, didn't want to make any empty promises.

Today I came up with a hell lot of excuses I am not like that woman I am bloody not like that woman but you were right about my escaping. And shopping really isn't everything because I still find myself wanting to hide in a little corner where no one will find me.

You know me best and I love you.