Been two days I haven't gotten my voice back and it sounds worse than ever. I probably sound like a tranny. I wish time would stop. This christmas is pathetic. I haven't done any shopping, I have lost my voice which means I can't sing with my friends, after christmas = new year = school, no cupcakes and cookies, no gift exchange. And I haven't cried in quite awhile but this morning when I woke up, I never felt more tired and everything just came out. Fuck everything. What the fuck am I doing, what the fuck am I saying, what the fuck have I done now I've lost you, for good.Kudos to you Melody.