Hey, if you're ever but quite impossibly going to read this, heres to be true.
Seeing you with someone else was my nightmare over the past few months, I know I was never worthy for you to start with, and we both made our mistakes. Doesn't matter how you felt throughout the entire time, you weren't my first love but no doubt, you were my first true love. And now that its here, this kills me at every thought and second of it but somehow I know its right. Leaving you under the care of that someone else would have and will make you a better person. All that matters now is that you're happy and doing well. I may have never loved anyone else so much before and this is torture for me but you know, I am happy for the both of you. I will never forget, honestly, those good old days where we'd talk about everything for hours from ponies and bunnies to the future we each as individuals would like to have, or dashing across roads then running aimlessly together, evenings spent by the river or in the library talking and laughing, watching you smile at little kids and their families and just the comfort you never failed to provide me with all the time. It had been so long since I felt that way, years in fact and you have no idea how much of a blessing you've been to me. I am so thankful for everything and especially the short memory I was able to share with you. You're going to stay happy, thats a promise you need to keep and I wish you the best in all that you do, I've always had faith in you so don't give anything up. We'll see each other soon, I know we will.