Like A Dream

A few days ago I said I think happy with the things way are now, but right now, they seem to me more like a stupid lie. And a bunch of lies I've been telling myself for a good half year. Excluding the previous 3 years. How long more I ask myself. So maybe I am happier this way, living in self-denial and more lies but at least I'm better off than where I used to be. And you don't have to mock at my beliefs even if they're stupid because you would only understand if you had to be in my position.
So enough of empty or broken promises, that hooking of the little pinky isn't just something fun to do. I know I'm sensitive, but seriously, you really don't have to. Get a taste of how it feels and see if you like it.