And so I guess it's hello again.. I don't know how this happened. All I remembered was 2 months ago, I needed to set my priorities right and focus on school, it being the last few laps of finishing up my degree. Then I was done and I genuinely thought blogging would be the first thing I would do but I couldn't. It came to a point where I wasn't sure where my future was anymore and I found myself extremely lost in the process of trying to actually get used to normal life (or life free from the shackles of art school). To put it simply, I was extremely frustrated with the blogging industry in Singapore, if you've been following my blog, you would already know that this isn't the first time I'm saying this. I guess its just became something that I felt a lot more towards lately, and I didn't have the confidence to start blogging again.
I've been doing this for 6 years and it's funny how patient you guys have been with me, going through my ups and downs with me, my rants, picture after picture, and pretty much growing with me over the last 6 years. I just knew people weren't as interested in simply 'pictures' anymore and fashion after awhile can seem like a very superficial subject. Too on the surface. But I remembered reading something Tavi wrote about how her blog might have been then, written by a 13 year old, about fashion, about fan girling, but it reminded her of a time she was in. And I'll say it's been the same for me too and it is definitely what I want to be doing. This definitely took courage, I can't deny I prayed about it too. And last week, I travelled across Singapore to get some pictures taken with my aunt but the whole time I wasn't 100% satisfied with anything we shot, and as we went on trying to get the perfect shot, I could feel my confidence wavering. If she wasn't being aggressive and going all out to make sure I was doing a good job, this post would probably have taken another 2 weeks to post. Now that school is done, I have all the time in the world to slowly piece myself back together, piece this blog back together and get it up and running again. I need to feed my baby or it will die and I don't want it to die! A hiatus is always a good thing and I wondered to myself how I should restart this again, just pretend nothing happened and post an outfit post? I couldn't so here we are. Big thank you to my readers and friends who have emailed me and encouraged me to do this again, I feel whole again and more than ready for a new adventure. So much I want to share, so much I actually want to talk about and start a conversation about. New beginnings are never easy but I definitely hope you'll come every now and then and just hang out…I promise a good time!